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Bismillah

This week is physically demanding.

The haze is worsening my asthma and the MDI needs a refill soon. And I was thinking on how dengue is stealing me off surgical for the week. And that kind of thought, well, is not that good of a thought when you are sick. Haha. Susah wor nak kerja dekat department that had vague memories of you in Zaman HO Jahiliyah. Lol.

I got to know that the ward I am jaga-ing is also home to my favourite Medical Specialist, Dr Tan. And it feels great in that he is around when I was on call. Kinda gave assurance that help is just a room away. And he suggested I get bronchioplasty (I could only cough and laugh at this suggestion, in view of my asthma attacks. It was terrible to the extent that I could only speak in phrases!). And today, he said something really nice, that made me grateful God gave me the opportunity to work with him again.

He told me "you're good, and I hope you enjoy your stay for the week with us".

I still can't believe he said that. HAHAHAHA. Totally replaying that moment in my mind. And he doesn't have that cheeky sarcasm this time around. It was his face when he wants to convey news to patients. You know, that, calming, assuring tone. HAHAHAHA.

Or rather, my actual point was, I think God had just sent me this little message. That goes along the line of, you'll be fine, don't feel bad about changing into a new department, this is your chance of self discovery again. Be good, and be certain of your beliefs wherever you are thrown to.

Alhamdulillah.

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Azithromycin

I didn't know
You're actually
A delicate
A delicate flower

How can I not fall for that?
Nora