swinging on monkey bars

Mad and sane.


I believe I am both.


*Megalomaniac laugh*


It scares and excites me that really, between those two, there's merely this really thin line. 
We all have odd ideas, don't we.
And it's our reactions and beliefs about them which are mad or sane or both. 


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Today I believed I was once an ADHD child.
I'm surprised as to how I've suppressed my jumping around everywhere I go.
:) 
My uncle was nice enough to remind me that I didn't only just jump.
I climb, slide and whatnots. 


I remember being tied with my sister though because of my brilliant idea to turn the storeroom into a sliding rink.
Did you know that talc makes really good substitute for a slippery floor? Hihihi.  


Being adventurous has its purpose though.


The bug incident was at our agama school, back in Kuantan, the one we have in the evenings after school.
I don't remember the people as much as the setting though.
There was a dead cockroach somewhere, and some smartarian boys when and handled it by using a penyapu lidi (a kind of broom). 
Their aim? To scare girls. And yeah, they succeeded but they left the cockroach laying around after that. 
And guess who went and grab the dead cockroach by the hand for revenge? Me. I sneaked up on them rather than make a big deal out of it. It was an interesting experience. I didn't know till then, guys aren't as brave as they make themselves look. Aha, they're human after all. I chucked the cockroach out. 
It's weird that I did all that because now, I can't handle cockroaches. Just smelling them would make me have paresthesias on the tips of my finger. (Could it be because my fingers can't rid the memory?) Ugh.

Probably the best way to enjoy an adventurous day out is to have a partner. Mine was by the name Nur Zahirah Zamhuri. :) (I have yet to find this girl's Facebook!) My most memorable playtime with her would be an afternoon where we were cycling around our neighbourhood. And we found an interesting little puddle. :D
Guess what was in the puddle. Hehehe.
Textbook of frog metamorphosis!!! IN 3D. i.e. we saw, touch and play with real frogs! There were tadpoles, and frogs with two legs and a tail, frogs with 4 legs and a tail, and a full grown frog. A good way to study Science eyh? :D


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I totally miss exploring! :) Come next week I could go for an ORL surgery though. Lets hope it'll be as interesting! ^^
Weee~

pop the pills

The week has been hectic and due to some be-earlied physiology, I'm drained. 
Energy depletion.
Pop the pills.
And to dreamland I venture.  


I shall rest.
For I dare not
Allow my body to saunter
Without good hand-eye coordination
The brain pilot must not shut
Not on a road as busy as Prague.
*tram bell rings*


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Why are we still surviving? Cause we have strength to.


Alhamdulillah. 

nan keum isseo

"NAN KEUM ISSEO"

(Tak, I tak nak makan roti nan. Ini maksudnya: Ku Punya Impian)

Okay, cuba baca dengan air muka Go Hye Mi sebelum hati dia dilembutkan. 

Hehe. 

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I like Dream High - drama.

And this song I'm introducing has really good lyrics. 

It fits the moment ;)

Go ahead and find the English translation if you have the time. 

If you don't, then this will be my little secret (unless you know Korean). 

Hahaha

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I called home yet again.


So someone when to fix the printer today and the orang kedai was in an experimental mode.
And the experiment didn't turn out well, and he insisted to try again and again. 
(If something turns out terrible after a try, it's best to change some methods of handling, no? :P Wah. Ini nasihat general! Malangnya, he didn't)
So the someone, ugut cakap dengan penuh lemah lembut, "Kalau awak print lagi, saya jerit bagi satu Carrefour dengar".
Apakah? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. (Mesti orang kedai tu pun tergamam sekali) 
Tapi yelah, degil, orang cakap tak nak, tak nak ah!!!
At this point of the story, I was laughing really hard already.


Trust my family to give the best stories without fail every week.
:D And I smile over and over again~


About smiling, I should put up an effort to do more of that. :)
Just because people around you are with sore faces (sampai buat sendiri rasa bersalah), don't be affected. 
SMILE. There're gazillions of reasons to. ;) 


Okay then, SENYUM semua!
Ka chak! (Camera clicks)

bilamana ku jauh dariMu

Jantung, bergetarlah
Air mata, mengalirlah
Hamba, kau tunduklah
Tubuh, menggigillah


Dan kedua tangan itu kau angkat
Minda fokus pada yang Satu
Pohonlah, pintalah
Pada Yang Maha Agung


Aku serius takut. 

not alone

Salam :)
Sharing one of my favourite song from AVPM
Today I'm reminded of Dumbledore's Army.
And consequently, Harry Potter. I have to agree with Sarah that Harry Potter is somewhat a part of my childhood :P Seeing as how me and my chummies are mostly Harry Freakin Potter's fan, it probably is a part of this adulthood transition as well.
Owh, the song:
Not Alone.



Ukhuwwah atas dasar keimanan. Owh manisnya~ Siapa pernah baca buku Sinergi? Best worrr! :D


Cause people, like characters, develop.


Except in Twilight. Kyaaa~ Jangan marah XD


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Owh and today, I was so exhausted that I couldn't think straight. I know I had to rest somehow, but thinking of exam got me a lil stressed :P


I ask God for peace.


And Alhamdulillah, I was knocked out with an hour's worth of worry-free-nap. It amazes me how I was able to nap with all the thinking going on in my mind but yeah, I'm really grateful that I did. :) Feel a lil energized now. Alhamdulillah~


And then Kak Syaz came and sempatlah luahkan perasaan. Hehe.


Okay2, lets get back to work ^^


Hezky vikend!

i'm eyeing you

Dresses are in store now!
And they're so lovely! ^^
Rasa macam nak beli semua, tapi tak semua yang indah itu untuk dimiliki.
Haha.


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Dan saya tak suka isu skandal dijadikan bahan untuk diwar-warkan ke seluruh pelosok dunia.
Benda-benda yang sensitif, kalau selalu didedahkan kepada masyarakat, akan membuatkan masyarakat jadi immune. 
Tak dapat bayangkan budak-budak tengok/baca berita yang mengarut macam tu. Perkataan se*s tu masih taboo bagi diri ini. Serius. 


I somehow think that disturbing issues like this will interfere with proper mental development of a child (if the child reads/watch/hear). 
Heh. Guess parents and future parents will have to train their children to be much smarter at filtering them bad and good information, since to disallow ANY form of information to reach children would only hinder their growth. 


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For having taught us children,
Thank you parents, for giving us enough freedom, to learn from mistakes.
Thank you parents, for giving us enough restrictions and keeping us safe. 
Alhamdulillah. ^^ 

haphazard

Like Brownian motion
Loss in a line of action


In this labyrinth of constellation
I see only a fraction
A fraction
Of dynamic passion


You who were left hidden
You who were left so sudden


Here's to you, an apology
I'm sorry


Lets run hand in hand
We're running late
We're running out of time
Lets start again
More importantly, lets end this together


Bismillah




A pantun to accompany:
You're on an airplane.
I naik train.


See you there (though a bit later!) 


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I wonder if I'll remember why I wrote this. 
Haha.

Siberian Husky. Rawr! ^^