Thursday, January 05, 2012

one year closer

A year closer to the grave. :) 
*how we wished each other during birthdays in secondary school, seemingly dark, but actually a good reminder on how we've journeyed this world, preparing for the next* 
Good bye 2011, hello 2012. 


It's still January, so I'm not late, noooooo? Kekeke...
So before the resolutions and wishes list, I guess it's fair to scan through 2011. 

Those goals achieved~ Kyaaa~ *shining eyes*
Those goals left behind~ Kyaaa~ T_T
Those good habits developed :) :) :)
Those bad habits developed :( :( :(
Feelings felt and learnt :O 

Ja ne, I can't write in full since it's not a journal (What? I have a journal? Yes! I do! And this time around, I'm trying to keep it somewhere I know so I won't lose it again! Ha!) but, I realised that I put up too many goals for 2011 without prioritising and it ended up with "yang dikejar tak dapat, yang digendong beciciran" *baca dengan nada sedih* *tapi sebab dapat keluarkan peribahasa, bangga sekejap* Kekeke :P


So for 2012, the basis for resolution making is:
Have a list of things you wanna achieve according to specific fields (God, family, school, work, health, social) and prioritise on just one thing in every field. As in, in all circumstances, you must do all there is within your power to make sure you reach that goal. For example: daily recitation of the Quran, or killing bad habits such as giving white lies~ kyaaa~ 


As for the wish list, make sure it's reasonable.


Above all, lets keep our purpose right, and choose those of which will lead us to His blessings. 
Maybe the hardest habit to kill every year is submission to the nafsu :X 
May Allah protect us all this year. 


Honestly, there's just so many things to fix. Will I make it?
I don't know but lets keep on trying, we might die along the way, but at least we'll die trying. 
*baca dengan nada semangat ohkay, bukan nada depresi!"
Syahid atau kemenangan ;)

2 comments:

Alia Abdul Rashid said...

subhanAllah, well said :) bercampur baur perasaan saya,hehe

a year closer to grave... Allahu

neneknora said...

reminder tu jatuh terutama kat penulis :P
insyaAllah, nak *paksa* perbaiki some parts of self.. hee~ doakan saye ye!
doakan same2 ;)

and thanks for dropping by~

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