"Jangan sedih lama-lama sangat" Hana said.
I should bear that in mind.
For all that has happened is the best way that it could. Alhamdulillah.
Death serves as a reminder, to appreciate what we have left of this world and use it as a supply for the ever after before eventually, our biological clock stops and it's our time to go.
Learn also that by having the chance to have loved and cared for someone, surely, although they're gone, their memories live in you. And what hopes they have for you, do your best to secure it for them :).
It's okay to be sad, it's okay to cry, there's no need to be ashamed. You're only human after all. :)
Don't forget that light shines after the rain.
And being with the living, you still have tomorrow to look forward for.
And being a living being, you could still pray for those who haven't a chance to pray anymore.
Keep running, keep going cause there's no reason to give up.
InsyaAllah all will go well :)
It's been a rough week but I should anticipate tomorrow,