Saturday, May 12, 2012

kokoro-SAN

(Do you get the pun? Kekeke)


Oh SAN of my heart, 
I love you for your good conduct,
Yeah, you can keep it coming,
Keep it going,
Cause I don't wanna fall,
Into asystole.


(Incomplete lyrics, again, but in case you wanna hum to this, the music is of the reggae genre :D)
On this lovely gloomy day, I hereby announce that Cardiology block is done with!!! 


:) (: 


Among the many things I learnt: importance of the Czech language, or rather, communication - in a way, it's more or less how it'll worked in Malaysia aite? Cause some words are just untranslatable or, in cases where you don't have a second language, some words just don't exist in your dictionary. 
I'm predicting lotsa new words when I'll start with the clerking, what with our negara kesayangan having this stretch of diversity, makanya, tanpa keraguan lagi, Rojak (the language) is the way to live. :P 
Thank God for Convent friends (swear words are important so that you recognise people are angry) and TVB dramas and my stand up comedian partner in crime. Haha!
Lets add more vocabs to the collection this Summer! Owh yeah!


And cikgu dekat Angio Care Unit was so kind to remind us to think and not just memorise. *I never thought I'll be given this piece of advice. Tapi serious, thankful for the realisation, to simply memorise would ruin the whole fun of education, if you get what I mean.* 


-----


What happened last summer was, I got a lil' grumpy and highly irritable after a long day in the hospital. (Prolly cause that time I had to prepare sahur as well, cause Mama wasn't home. Thanks for reading the signs and took us Sushi King-ing for buka oh father~)
So Abah told me to find a solution for this problem - cause it isn't nice to be so caught up in negative emotions~ *Gosh*
I find that with enough energy supply, the threshold to succumb to my emotional instability increases. 
That's a theory that I need to re-confirm with the coming Ramadhan clerkship.
Instant glucose access -> Hello Kerbau Merah (Red Bull)
Also, inevitably, there are times when I feel drained, so, I must find a quiet little place to calm down and write. Writing helps me sort things out you see, cause my EQ is so bad, I can't reason things in my head. Haha. 


-----


Winter break.
And summer's to come. :)


Happy pills :D 

No comments:

but of course

Bismillah So, it has been done. A visit to the mental health practitioner. Starting therapy and new medications. Perhaps a flaw in the pl...