Saturday, February 26, 2011

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

master of all trades

It's what I try to be though it doesn't necessarily work out well.


Over the year I've stumbled upon two things that would require lotsa practice, patience and strong will.
Music and a particular sports activity :P 
The particular sports activity did make me feel bad for a while but I thought, at least I there're other things I'm capable of doing. 
You know, like playing tag, hide and seek, and the most anticipated event at home, Malaysia, ujian fleksibiliti. :D Ha! 
My siblings and I play DINING-table-tennis as well! ^^ (due to the lack of space and a table tennis table at home :P) 
And Frisbee. Well, maybe not Frisbee. (Imagining images of the Frisbee flying towards longkang and see-saw and slides)
Cycling sampai cedera merata-rata. 
Okay, enough of melegakan diri :P


This summer break is giving hints of EQ lessons. :) I honestly can't wait. 
And that thing I've been longing to see, to be with, for the last 15 years too. (Well, rather, it's something I had never imagined happening but seeing as how it came to be, I thank Allah, Alhamdulillah, for having me see this day. Perhaps, it made the trauma worth it. :') Yup2, lets pray harder, we'll get there o family~)


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I was triggered today by a question posted by a friend, on growing wise and it's relation to knowledge and experience.


What I think is that, you'll only grow wise if you LEARN something out of the knowledge/experience and PUT it TO USE. 
They (knowledge and experience) can come to you or you may seek them but only a certain amount would be left to be instilled in your habit depending on how much of their IMPORTANCE you REALISE and UNDERSTAND.


Prolly the basic step into being wise is to realise a simple thing and pass it off as knowledge. 
Owh, that doesn't sound wise. It's academic. :P
Tee hee~


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Opportunity knocks on the door the other day.
Alhamdulillah ^^
There's an idea I hope to make reality. Resurfacing what I've tried but failed to manage last time :P
Lets do it!!!
Benda baik tak elok dilambat-lambatkan. We don't want later to be too late. ;)



 London memories. We went to Rasa Sayang and ordered all the Nasi menu and shared between us. It was deliciously interesting.  And this April, Evon's coming to Prague! ^^ Wee hoo~ Can't wait!

Sunday, February 13, 2011

thanks for reminding me

Salam ^^ 
Here comes yet another collection of mind decluttering:


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I hope that every time someone teaches me something or whenever I'm at fault, I'd be humble enough as to thank Allah for the reminder, and thank the person for having knocked sense into me.


There are those around me who are kind enough to help curb me in the right direction ^^. Family and some really great friends. Alhamdulillah for having met you people cause alone, this journey would have been much much harder. 


As for those who have high hopes on me, believe me, I'm trying but I'm sorry if I'm not to par. 
I can give, but the most I can give is what I have and what I can. :) I am human after all. And like every other, I too strive to be better every day. 


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I talked on independence with Mama the other day. And how freedom would always require a good plan and sacrifice.
Don't rush things. Think many more steps ahead than just one. 
Above all, have the right intention ^^ (Abah's favourite line when SMS-ing the anak-anak)


There are some chains I'd like to break free from. 
So that I could fly. Higher.
And then I'll reach my destination, I'll reach my dream.


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Today Kirin got back to Czech from Malaysia. And she brought back Burger King and Choki Choki ^^
I is so happy~ 
Charity in winter = warmth~ Alhamdulillah ^^ 


And OZ is on the list next year, insyaAllah~

Tuesday, February 08, 2011

those times

when I make myself believe I were Jimmy Neutron, Cindy Vortex, Artemis Fowl, Ciel Phanthomhive.


This may probably be one of those times.


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Cause I have found a dream that must come true,
Every ounce of me must see it through ^^






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