Thursday, January 22, 2009

what do I do?

What do you do when you broke a promise to yourself?
E.g., you're suppose to start with studying 2 hours ago, but up to now, you're still in front of the computer/television?

I would feel unease. And focusing on whatever I was doing would be hard due to the subconscious mind persistently repeating the notion "I should be studying. Ooooooh I AM SO GONNA REGRET THIS LATER!".

If dreams and hopes are blasted into smithereens, if hopes were to deplete, if we fall apart, it's true that we can't go back and change it. History is history after all.

And the thing about committing mistakes, there's always room for repent aite?
(As much as it's true, why does it sounds so wrong?)

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So now I ask you to think about this Nora:


If we repetitively commit the same mistake, what is the use of history eyh?

If we're not serious in the act of repent, then why repent at all? (It's aim is so that you won't repeat the same mistake again, right?)


If we live life, everyday through the same routine and not one day do more than the other, then why live?
(Might as well be dead since it's the same thing, not being able to do anything more/less than when you are alive, no?)

Why indeed.


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Ohoho. A little heavy over there but ya la, it's that time to knock some sense into my encephalon! So what do I do?

Utilise the present for it pretty much reflects what lies in the future.

You can't control fate for it has all been planned for you but you can always make sure that every living moment (past, present, future) counts!

For those times you failed, have faith that it's because there are better things planned for you, and really, strive harder, strive to be better and learn to be more grateful in life-that would help a lot!

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Dan empayar baru pastilah memerlukan dedikasi tinggi. Berdedikasilah!

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